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Words you'll soon forget.
Be warned that this is my journal. It may be retarded. It may cuss or offend you. It may contain ideologically sensitive material. But mostly, it may be retarded.
Thus begins recovery number two.
Yesterday began my second recovery from anorexia. I relapsed not very long ago. It was my boyfriend, Kasey who saved me from digging myself a new and deeper hole this time. Nobody ever made me feel so worth something. I had to get better.

I hope I haven't horribly damaged my metabolism again just yet.
I did good with eating today. I ate a human amount and didn't really track calories that obsessively. Everything I ate was relatively healthy, too.

Yesterday was so nice. Kasey came over and we just played xbox games for a few hours. We played Mortal Kombat and he kicked my a** and called me names for button-smashing. We played Techno Kitteh Adventure and this other indie game. We played Saint's Row III. It was all so fun. I sucked at everything since the only game system I really have is a Wii and a DS Lite. He said it was entertaining to watch me suck, though.

I love that man so much. I could lay on his tummy and watch him play Skyrim or anything forever. I could do just about anything happily if I can lay on Kasey's tummy.

He is my reason to recover. To get healthy. I want to be healthy because another year I'm alive, another year I have with him. Another year I'm not obsessing over food, another year my depression won't rub off on Kasey.

He's so beautiful...





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