Here's my daily Schedule :
2:00 pm -Wake up
2:10-2:30- Brekfeast/ lunch
2:30-2:31 - Look at cell phone
2:35-4 Something- Play video games
5:00 - Look at cell phone
5:00- Keep playing video games
11:00 - Look at cell phone
11:00-2:00 am -Imagine i have a life
3:00 am - Stare at nothing
3:35am - Cry myself to sleep
And the next day start all over.
No matter how many times i look at my cell phone i only see my background image. And when it actually rings its either wrong number or for my mom.
I dont slit my wrist's or anything like that. Im not that depressive. or so i think.
I dont like looking in a mirror, because i always see the same image: a girl who used to be so social that has now become a hated-child-like-girl-nobody-notices-exept-when-she-cries-in-class type of loser.
And what i really hate is that when school starts im gonna probably act like people called me every second, lie about people that ive never met, and hide all my sorrow behind a smile.
And worst of all, my friends wouldnt even care if i yell all of this in their faces.