hmm my wishes that's what this journal is called. well guess what I want that I could turn back time to 2 years ago. 2 years ago I was THIN and instead of being insecure and not being able to wear most clothes, like I am now, I couldn't even get decent clothes because I was too thin.
I gained more than 20 kilos, I was so thin. So. frickin. thin. Now the genetics have caught up with me. There's this nice gen in our family, that after a while makes you grow. And I do not mean in length. I mean in width. My legs doubled in size, and so did my stomach. The family stomach has been seen as the pregnancy stomach: we're forever pregnant. Male and female alike.
I hate my body, I have psychological problems with it, the more I stress the more I annoy myself with my own body the bigger it gets, the more it grows. It's a vicious non-ending cycle.
Just thought it was a nice thing for in the wishes journal.