I got my mom screaming at me everyday, trying to convince me to move away,
I keep thinking about my Dad,
(Which is making me emotional)
I have Gary (lawyer who divorced my parents 5 years ago but still stayed around to help us out) telling me what to do, and cussing at me.
I feel like Gary is acting like my dad, which is really making me angry because he's nothing like him and he's not related to me at all and he has no right to tell me what to do so he needs to but out and mind his own buisness and leave me alone.
My mom yells at us too much and its making me uncomfortable ; I feel like she doesn't care about my feelings at all and she's being greedy / selfish about moving away because she knows I don't want to move. She put me through hell and back transfering me to 4 different schools in one year. Do you know what its like to lose friends so many times that you lose meaning of making new ones because your afraid you're gonna lose them again? Well thats my point.
And the whole situation about my dad is that its starting to bug me how he left me when I was 5 years old, doesn't call me, email me, or contact me in anyway for seven years, and randomly, out of the blue, he calls up. And guess why... He wanted us to sign off the child-support document so he doesnt have to pay us. So basically, he only called once after 7 years just to talk about money. MONEY. and im thinking, 'Are you out of your ******** mind?' this just tops it all off. way to go, dad. thanks for making me feel like a piece of s**t.