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Have you ever felt why your here or exsist? this person i knew told everyone a story on how what hes father have said to him. Hes father said when you where born my dreams died..Three thoughts came to him

1.Im a mistake

2.unwanted

3.Im Bad

when i was little i kinda felt that way too and i still do. idk how or whyy its this feeling i get all the time.Its like you feel hated or feel forgotten and being scared that you`ll be forgotten its a scary thing to experience.Some people suggested what if i ended my life then i wouldn`t be such a problem here, i wouldn`t have to think about anything anymore,but by wishing that would you think that would solve anything?Even if you may..feel that way its not true lots of people love you like your family and friends, you cant make the world like you i know that people wont like for for no reason.when i was little i thought my mom and dad divorecd because of me that it was my fault but that`s not true,even if the decided to go there seprate ways doesnt mean that they dont love you.