For you, Brooke , this lifetime revolves upon the theme of experiencing your emotional depths, and penetrating the surface of life to explore the hidden, dark, secret or taboo. What lurks in the shadows or in the inner depths of the human soul is what concerns you, and it is your task to become aware of and express what you find hidden there. What society at large may fear or repress, you are fascinated with and drawn to experience and understand. This may include both a fear of and absorption with death and the mysterious side of life, delving into the politics of sexuality and power and experiencing strong, "dark" emotions such as passion, jealousy, revenge or a desire for control. At times you may feel like a misfit, that your yearnings, desires, and true inclinations are somehow wrong or bad, or even that you are bad. You could take on a social persona which is dark and hints at something sinister (such as always wearing black, going out only at night...). However, your feeling for the dark undercurrents of life and your drive to experience life passionately and intensely, without avoiding any of it, may be expressed less overtly
You are attracted to crisis, those transition times in life when people are tested, when their social masks do not matter anymore, and the true person is revealed. You may feel most alive and most yourself in life and death situations, whether you are involved in saving lives (as a doctor or healer), in destroying them (as in war), or simply by seeking out dangerous situations and dangerous companions. Often you will create your own crisis (especially in the arena of your close personal relationships) in order to pit yourself against the challenge. Other people may view this as a self-destructive urge in you, Brooke , a masochistic (or sadistic) streak. The truth is you would rather feel pain, than to feel nothing at all. You want to be fully immersed in it, deeply and passionately involved. (Life for you is not a spectator sport).
You are intense, ardent, passionate and an extremist. You do not like indefinite or gray situations. You will live every moment of your life very intensely and your emotions will be deep and lasting. You can count on a very strong intuition that will allow you to perceive the results of any situation before it occurs, and it will also help you discover the lies told by people around you.
You are very noble and direct with your opinions. You are willing to offer yourself totally to the people you love and you require the same response to be happy. When you are deceived, you cut the person off completely and, many times, forever. You are not be able to keep still for long; the enormous amount of energy that you have will cause you to be in constant movement. You lose your patience easily and your explosions of anger are fearful. It is probable that during your lifetime you will suffer profound, absolute crises that will change your path totally, and on each occasion you will be reborn with more strength and tenacity.
If i can stop one heart by Emily Dickinson
If I can stop one heart from breaking,
I shall not live in vain;
If I can ease one life the aching,
Or cool one pain,
Or help one fainting robin
Unto his nest again,
I shall not live in vain.