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As I stare in the mirror
I see a girl
Do I know this girl?
Where'd did she come from?

I think about this long and hard
All while this girl doesnt look me in the eye
She looks familar
When she looks up I see she is crying
I ask if she is ok
She finally looks me in the eye
and with a sudden burst I fell all her pain
shoot through my body and down my spine.

I drop to my knees and start to cry.
I look up and see this girl grab a knife.
It takes all my might to stand
When I finally do I see the blade is
about to cut her wrist.

I scream and yell and pound on the glass
till inside me there is nothing left.
She looks me in the eye one last time.
I finally regonize her.

Shes me
The other half of me
The half hidden behind
all the smiles, laughs, .

The girl in the mirror
takes one last breath
then cuts so deep
in just seconds blood
ingulfs her wrist.

She then disappears
I yell one last time.
Then start to cry.
I look down at my wrist
a drop of blood is all thats left.

I know its not over.
I know where she has gone
back inside me hidden in a depressed state.
as the nightmare longs on.