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So dearies, as you can see its been well over a year since my last journal post. Loads of things have happened and I'm sure loads more are to come. First IMMA SENIOR b***h! hell yeah biggrin D this excites me. My senior year is half way over and i'm that much closer to getting out of east carter. Last summer's upward bound was a bit tense but still amazing even if Andrea and i were at each other's throats all summer. (we came up with why that was biggrin ) and coming next july (2011) Our friend Elisha and ourselves plan on getting an apartment together. it should be the time of our lives. I've not gotten into serious trouble since last year. more so that I've had thoughts of back sliding into cutting again. more so due to sheer lonliness and self pity... its trippy as hell how much love can survive even though its been close to two years since I've last talked to alex... I miss him and love him more and more each day... If only he knew that. Chances are he never will. Oh well that's just life i guess. I do believe though if i had atleast five minutes to talk to him and gain closure it would make the process of moving on so much easier than what it has been. So many dissapointments within boys since I've dated him. Other than one (Cough Cough Kenshi) And on that note I'm Still Single and looking for that one person i truly deserve. Though i still have loads to blab about i feel as if i should rap this up and save more for future posts biggrin

Much Love,

Jeffree Tyler.