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Your the only one who loves me and accepts every little flaw i ever had.
Your the only boy i see in my eyes.
ive never had annyone so close to me and i belive you are the most perfect thing in the whole world.
I am so unbelivbly blessed to have you.
And i wonder what i did every night to get you to be mine because in no way do i deserve you.
Your the only one who puts up with all my s**t no matter what, when im yelling at you when we play games or my constant crazy bi-polar and when i completly b***h you out in the morning and you just tell me "I Love You Mandy Baby"
Your the only one who always seem to know exactly what to say to make it better.
I have no idea what i would do with out you.
you complete me.
Your mine.
I love you with my anything and every thing.
I Love You With My Whole Heart And I Want Everyone To Know.

you are the most amzing,perfect,flawless,sweetest most unbelivbly wonderful boy in every single way.

Forever And Always Your,
Mandy

I want to re-create my being
I dont want to pertray the shitty person i am
i want you to love me
i want to fell a feeling ive never felt before
i want all my doubts to go away
I want this coldness to be long gone

"Who I Am Hates Who Ive Been"

Im sick of this ******** up state of mind
and undeniable questions
i can still fell you next to me like i used to
i still miss you
i have a new "you" (obsession) now though
i dont want to be like this
my thoughts are ripping trought my head
and anxiety quickly surronded me once more



ill lose my self in the PERFECT make-belive story and put my self in that place
a far away if only
i wonder if this is going to work
******** fall trough
i hate us


i hate me



i forgot how to write


******** me

Detererating Thoughts VS. Decaying Minds
Numb = An All To Fimillar Feeling