Ugh. ugh ugh ugh. February was such an ugly month. time to forget it! I have 2 months until I graduate and I am determined to not let them suck.
Anyway, long story short, last month I threw out one of my old roommates. Erica, to be specific. It wasn't easy. It also wasn't enjoyable.
But it was something that needed to be done. We were all three unhappy for what was happening with her. She was unhappy and doing nothing about it. Lindsey and I were unhappy because we'd try to help her, and she'd rebuff us. Or pick stupid fights. Or just plain ignore us. Or try to blame it ON US.
Because yes, her not having a job was our fault. Her not taking a job she got offered right after graduation was also our fault. Her not having money? Our fault, in her eyes. Just like it was her mother's fault for giving birth to her, in her opinion.
Yea, I know, last one makes no sense. It's complicated.
At any rate, compound her pity party with an internship, a job, Mardi Gras, a thesis, and just.. I don't know, the graduation jitters in general, and you have a SUCKTASTIC FEBRUARY. One which I hope to not repeat for a LONG time.
I ended up not moving, because she ended up going home. It was such a relief to have all that was bothering me with her off my chest. The house is alot quieter now. Even the cats have learned to bond and buddy up better. I feel sorta bad about knowing when I leave here Athena will be alone again. I wanna get her a buddy of some kind someday. <3
ANYWAY, now it is March, and Spring Break! Huzzah for extra cash!
And I'm also reminded I'm friends with wonderful people who've been giving me wonderful things during this whole month of blackhole abyss-ness.
biggrin From Zambikins <3From teh Vert <3!From Yvie <3 From Yvie again! <3From Vert <3OMFG THE MOST LOVELY THING I COULD EVER GET FROM VERT ; ;The last one always leaves me in such a happy place. Omg. Those are two of my favorite charas together. I want them to have babies. So many babies. They'd be gorgeous and have the sweetest daddy ever.
I am such a nerd for babbling about characters that I don't even play here. But this is a journal. DEAL HAHAHAHA. D:
Aster Crosslie · Fri Mar 10, 2006 @ 06:03pm · 1 Comments