First, it started with my friend Zach calling me a slut, because he seemed to infer that every time I like someone, I'm really thinking, "******** ******** ******** I WANNA ******** ******** ********!" Which, really isn't true, but, typical of Zach, because he's a rude and horrible friend most of the time. In fact, he get in fights so often I can't remember the last time we didn't fight for more than a few weeks. At least there are periods of respite.
Then, this random girl who picked up my email off of a xanga and added me to her MSN kept pestering, and pestering, and slowly pushing me over the edge, with questions like, "So, what do u want to know about me?" and "So, you got a pic?" I just flat out told her, "Alright, as if it wasn't audacious enough for you to randomly add me to your MSN, you bombard me with annoying questions and requests for a picture. You're turning into a pain in the a**." And I blocked her. I felt a little better.
I have, since then, spent the rest of my night feeling badly. It isn't fun to sit around have negative feelings, because they turn into bad ideas, and etc. I wish things would be better for me right now.
Nicholai Maxwell Community Member 
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