hey, its me again....me and caleb have broken up....i don't really want to go into details here, b ut there was not an unreasonable reason for it....I'm kind of upset about it....but yet at the same time I've got mixed feelings about it......*sigh*.... i wish itd be easier and i could just get over him easy and be done with it...but i don't think thats going to happen. Its hard to break up with someone when you've been with them forso long, and when you still have feelings for them......but i felt it was what needed to happen......other people think i did the right thing.......i'm hoping i did.... because i feel weird right now...i feel like I've lost a part of me....>.< anyways, besides that, I've got more homework s**t to do....please be praying that ill get it done......>.<so that i can have a future.........i want to do things for god...but im not sure what or how, i think fashion is what im supposed to do, but i'm not sure.............yea, anyways...time to go work on homework again....*sigh*

Mood:Mixed/Depressed/happy/not sure
Music:Evanescence-All that I'm living for