Its happening,
here it is to turn around again,
Graduation.
Oh the bottleneck questions,
"who is going to be invited"
pop back up,
surprise,
surprise.
Yes Im a senior,
seniortitsis taking over me again.
Meh, another time where parts of my family will show. The rest complain about not being able to come. "Too long a drive" Pfft. Been coming this way 4 hours back and forth, between school and home. Long drive, I think not. Possibly never hear from any I send invites too. So I guess this year Im going to almost cut my list in half, hoping that mom lets me. Half my family I hate, the other half I love. Oi.
On top of all of this, is helping my best friend with her wedding. Heh, here again I am going to be busy. Im happy for her, I really am. But also I am sitting back watching my friends from school get married or be engaged. Its like here I am, standing on the outside again. Feeling left off center, that happy unbalance I feel. No I dont want to go to class reunions ever. Cause simply I dont want to see any one from school.
I will only care about those that want to stay in contact with me. So far from highschool that has been my best friend, April. Looks like from college, that will be Tink.
Not that I dont mind. They are the only two people that have really REALLY gotten to know me over the years we have been together.
Goes to show you can promise to stay in touch, but time really shows if you are or not.
I remember making that promise in Highschool. Seemly only 2 have kept up with it. Yeah patrick is special, he stays busy. Coolest guy friend I have.
*sigh* So much time to live, but only so little to plan for it all.
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"I could be a little monster..I'm a stone cold monster"
WTG & FA MA from 05 till 13.
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R.I.P Tomahawk Lad
09/29/03 - 12/27/16
"I could be a little monster..I'm a stone cold monster"
WTG & FA MA from 05 till 13.
Forever broken
R.I.P Tomahawk Lad
09/29/03 - 12/27/16