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hallo, i havent posted in a while....and yet, only 5 people read my journal, i swear peolpe liike got pissed at me or something when i made my comment on my journal in regards to my bfs journal entery along time ago where my friends were being unreasonable and attacking him over his OPINION on my family situation ^^ anyways, im not trying to bring back drama or anything, ive just been infuriated lately, because before that issue like a tone of poeple were reading my journal, now its rarely 5 people reading one entery...kinda annoying...>.> anyways, yeah, im really upset with caleb right now. last night, he did something that was alittle hurtfull, and i got upset over it. and there was a big issue over that. and then he calls me tonight, im trying to tlak to him on the phone, and his ******** a*****e brother comes in his room and starts makeing really really loud noisese that hurt my ear through the phone. and caleb then things t hat im fussing at him because it hurt my ear, when all i said was ow, and i didnt even ask him to make nate go out, but he thought i was fussing at him for that too. then robbie comes in 5 minutes later and st arts doing the same s**t. cept it wasnt loud. and caleb started talking i didnt know who he was talking to, if he was t alking to me or if he was talking to his little brother, so i said "hello" and he assumed i was fussing at him again! This time i snapped at him and told him that if he's giong to keep doing this im not talking to him right now. and he freakin decides he doesnt wanna talk to me and hangs up the phone. IM ******** SICK AND TIRED OF BEING HUNG UP ON. IM SICK OF HIM THINKING IM FUSSING AT HIM WHEN IM NOT, IM SICK OF HIM CALLING ME BOSSY OVER LITTLE THINGS WHEN OTHER GIRLS ARE FAR MORE BOSSY THAN I AM. IM SICK OF HIM MAKEING ME FEEL LIKE CRAP WHEN WHERE ON THE PHONE. and if this keeps happening, i donno what i should do. I cant help it that my family is ******** retarted, i cant help it that i get a little sensitive over some things every once in a while. and yet he makes me feel like im supposed to keep my emotions trapped inside a little box.

Mood razz issed
Music:Alien youth-Eating me away

It's eating me away
I said to God
It's rotting in my mind
It's like a cancer
Is there anything, anything at all to numb the nothingness
I need a reason to breathe
It's eating me away

Yeah, yeah….

It's eating me away
It nibbles at my brain
The question of my existence
And the matter of pain
I shake my fist, I shake my fist
At the cosmos and my insignificance
I need a reason to breathe
It's eating me away

Save me from my rage
And my humanity
I'm more nothing than being
Is this my legacy
Feel it eating me away
Yeah, yeah…..

All that I am, all that I want, all that I lack
Come on and save me
All that I am, all that I want, all that I lack
Come on and save me

All that I am, all that I want, all that I lack
Come on and save me
All that I am, all that I want, all that I lack
Come on and save me

It's eating me away






User Comments: [1]
Rekka1
Community Member





Fri Nov 24, 2006 @ 08:54pm


Meh, just talk it over and sort things out with him. 3nodding


User Comments: [1]
 
 
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