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there.....................
umm nm happenind im going to a concert tom....
its a christian rock band thing?
i bit my tounge today at the daycare...my work....
i also did face painting for the kids
i had my face painted for the job
i was a clown...and tommorow is sprinkler day so im going to get soaked by the wee ones....neslon was wierd today i had to put him in time out for hitting people it was kinda funny...the power i have over these kids

here are some random poems i wrote resently

FALLING INTO DARKNESS
The rain is falling
Pattering on the window
As I gaze out into the night
Will the sun rise in the morning
Will it rise for me
Theses thoughts trouble me
The tears are falling

Will I last another day
My sanity almost completely ebbed away
Take a look into my eyes
See the pain and sorrow that consumes them
Will I have the strength to see where the journey ends
The strength to live another day
The blood is falling

What is left for me
I ask as I lowly fall into darkness
The bitter cold consuming my soul
My hearts so broken
Ill never hear the healing words
Never know true happiness
All I have ever known is pain
Its so consuming
Its drags me into the darkness
The darkness of death
That’s where I shall remain

DYING IN YOUR ARMS
Lightning strikes
Piecing me through the heart
Once again I failed to find
The true happiness inside
I lay here dying
Looking up into your eyes
I should have told you
Told you how I truly felt

My heart is breaking
My life is slipping away
As I lay here dying in your arms
I had so many chances
So many ways
But I let them all slip away
Now my regret for silence flows
Pouring down your arms my crimson tears

You pull me close and whispered
The healing words I was dying to hear
The words I wanted to tell you
My heart I waned to show
And now the words finally pass my lips
As I lay here dying in your arms

I love you too

I"D GIVE IT ALL AWAY FOR LOVE
I’d give it all away
To have what you do
To know the feeling of love
To feel the warmth of a kiss
To be held in loving arms
And to be cared for
I want to fly away
I need some one to spread my wings
Take me by the hand and lead me to the sky
All this time I’ve waited
Sitting here lonely and alone
I need to feel love
Need to fell happiness
Lift me up on your wings
Take me away
Take me farther
To a place where I can be loved
Fro that I’d give it all away

random emoness....
well thats it...