I need to air out..
Ki: I get that you wanted time away from gaia, but what the ******** is the point of faking your death, maybe you dont get people might actually CARE enough to cry over you. Not ******** cute to lie to people that care about you, not funny to scare people like that. Much less drag your cuzin into it as well. s**t! You have lost my respects and basicly my friendship. Sorry, but how can I defend a dishonest friend? I cant. Hell go find someone else you can prank with your death..maybe they might give a s**t when you actually die. If you wanted to go away, then you should have just said so, no need in pulling out bull s**t. Death is not something to joke about. If you dont like the fact I told people, tough. You shouldnt have pissed me off, in the first place.
Kaze: I get the ******** point you wanted to cheer me up, but by argueing with me over ki. Sorry unlike you I dont tolerate liars. ******** off if you dont like it, I dont give a s**t. You didnt bother to ask if other things were bothering me, you certianly werent cheering me up.
Harsh: I dont get what happened to you. Sorry if I actually gave a damn to care for you. But hell I thought people that knew each other over a year would actually be able to openly talk to each other. I was happy you came back, I missed you tons. Get over the chip thats on your shoulder, or you will just end up alone. As you told me "Get over it". If home bothers you, get away from it. Find a place you can go, use common sense. Stop breaking my heart in two cause of it.
For the rest: Im going through a rollercoster of emotions, a lot is hitting me in the face right now. Im trying to keep a smile on my face so the rest of you dont worry about me. Im dealing with my family on a number of pressures: drive perfectly, actually get my liscense, getting a job, getting to bed early (*so hates being treated like a 5 year old*), and any other parts of my life they want to pick over. Welcome to the hell in my life.
Also found out last night, Rob, one of my friends in cali. He was killed in a drive by of his house..on guess what..his birthday. He just turned 20. So Im dealing with that as well...bare with me..
Doesnt help that mother nature gives me the curse of a monthly guest either.
Well thats all I have. New multimedia dealing with how I fee to a certian person...
Heres the lyrics:
"Give unto me" By: Evanescence
I've been watching you from a distance The distance sees through your disguise All I want from you is your hurting I want to heal you I want to save you from the dark
Give unto me your troubles I'll endure your suffering Place onto me your burden I'll drink your deadly poison
Why should I care if they hurt you Somehow it matters more to me Than if I were hurting myself Save you (save you) I'll save you
Give unto me your troubles I'll endure your suffering Place onto me your burden I'll drink your deadly poison
Fear not the flame of my love's candle Let it be the sun in your world of darkness Give unto me all that frightens you I'll have your nightmares for you If you sleep soundly
Give unto me your troubles I'll endure your suffering Place onto me your burden I'll drink your deadly poison
Fear not the flame of my love's candle Let it be the sun in your world of darkness Give unto me all that frightens you I'll have your nightmares for you If you sleep soundly
Fear not the flame of my love's candle Let it be the sun in your world of darkness
SaraWhiteWolf · Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 02:05am · 0 Comments |