Aug 6, 2020
I felt something like happiness today, maybe it was contentment, not really sure as it's been a while since I've felt real positive emotion. Perhaps I just caught a glimpse, well I shouldn't say just, catching glimpses is all I have in life right now. I was driving the company truck following the other guy to the job. As I drove through the turns, Africa playing on the radio I felt good, really and truly. I'm curious to see how things evolve. Also working as a glass installer for reference, no idea how long I'll be doing this so best to specify.
Also my mental state has degraded quite a bit, turns out a few joints isn't a permanent cure for anxiety, I think I'm still better off than I was though, and I gotta say even if it was only a temporary fix I got some milage out of it. I'd like to have another round and at some point probably will but I think it's gonna have diminishing returns.
all_winters_eve · Fri Aug 07, 2020 @ 05:53am · 0 Comments |