There's no one who cares that I can talk to about it, and if I don't say anything I'm going to die... I've never given anyone a 3rd chance to burn me, because if I do I will have lost my faith in and my love for that person. And it seems to have proven itself yet again, which is ripping me apart. I hate myself for opening up to anyone again, it will definitely never happen again. Always trust your gut, Wubba Lubba Dub Dub everybody. (In Birdperson it means: Help Me I Am In Great Pain) Honestly after this loss I don't know if I have it in me to keep living for much longer... It's all too painful anymore....