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Why.

Just Why are you like this?


Why do you always say one thing, and do the exact opposite, HUH!?


You're not even a contrarian, for Christ's Sake, Like Com'n!!!


What? Something about all that mumbo jumbo of accepting that you have a lil darkness inside of ya, huh?

Big ******** whoop. Everyone has a little darkness in them, and you're too caught up trying to play nice all the time.


Oh, so you wanna be a clown who makes people laugh and smile now, huh?

Who decided that? You, or are you just still GAGA over some guy you got all sappy for, who clearly has more s**t to deal with, than your sorry little broken a**.

Just look at ya, you're doing it again. Crying. Remember when you used to cry all the time?

Oh yes... I remember those times.... You hid between mattresses, inbetween the cracks in the walls, just for those tears of self pity.

Ooo, did I strike a nerve? HAH. It's not so fun to admit that you know more about yourself than you want to think.

The Darkness in you has no bias for your feelings. It hits where it hurts, and hits hard.

So what are you going to do? I mean, I know you still love clowns, but before you got all googly and soft, you just wanted to rip up a helping of chaos.... oh wait... that was me HAHAHAHA.


Nono, you were playing the self-pity game, dancing like a little bird in a cage of your own making.

Afraid you're going to hurt someone again?

Do you really still blame yourself for what happened to your 'friends'?


Trust me when I say this, Coco. You can't change people. Deep down, we're all filthy and selfish, because that is....oh.... wait, I stand corrected.

But the change in others is the truth. YOU can't change them. Only they can change themselves.

You had no control over your friend who was trying to date a child. You stepped in, tried to stop it, and even called the police. You did everything you could.

And that young woman you thought was your friend... she had no interest in anyone but herself, there was no way to reach out to someone who could only think of her own life when she helped others.

Speaking of which... shouldn't you be asking why you reach out to others? Isn't that where the pain is coming from?

Are you afraid of something that isn't there? Do you find it strange that guitars have voices all of a sudden? Was it not frightening to have finally snapped.... or perhaps.

... Do you feel relieved that you know for sure that something actually IS wrong with you? Hahahaha..... Such a sick little woman you are.

I jest.

You actually have no idea what to do with yourself with these new limitations on your psyche, huh?

Well look who put salt in the cake instead of sugar.

Listen, you poor little snowflake... Get over it already.

No one else is going to listen to you b***h and moan about things that everyone else is going through as well.

The fact you can still type out your disgusting thoughts is proof enough that what they said about your mental strength, is close enough.

You got this far, everyone is wading through some pool of s**t.

Do something about it if you don't like it, sheesh.


I mean, I'm just as much a part of you, as you are, you even gave us names when we're like this... it's so precious.

You don't have to be black or white with your personality, just let it all flow and be human.

Or y'know, just keep doing what you're doing.

There really is no room to treat yourself, the way you're doing things right now.

Such a pity. You just don't like that I seem far more attractive when you give me a little time out there... causing mischief and mayhem.

It's called fun, look it up sometime... or y'know... gimme a call.

I'm sure we could do some fun things together~