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Feb 23, 2020

I think ive been overthinking things. I've been so stressed trying to get ready for my trip that I've been shutting down which in turn creates more stress, that whole loop. When i first imagined my trip it it was different. I just wanted a place to lay down. I didn't have a plan or a solid motive, I just wanted to go. I think I'm overthinking things, over planning, over organizing. Freedom should be free, it shouldn't be constructed and bound, planned and organized. I think i need to step back and re evaluate.

My original plan wasn't to build a home on the road it was to build an ark. A place to sleep and seed for a new beginning. Ive been putting so much thought into creating an end game that I'm not allowing myself room to grow. I have a month before I leave and nothing is done, and i think that might be ok. I don't need to take the product just youre tools. After all figuring it out as I go is kind of what I do.

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