So in case you haven't already guessed, this is my blog where people can get to know me more and hear about what happens in my life on gaia and a little irl. Now keep in mind I will be censoring names and wont be giving out a whole lot of info for obvious reasons. So for all you stalkers out there: Don't go asking me the details of this blog in any way since I have no problem blocking you. This blog is just a way for me to share my feelings, along with my opinions and at the same time have a laugh with people reading this. This whole thing is kind of an experiment.
That being said: On with the show!
So I know we're not necessarily defined by our problems but since I've noticed it comes up a lot in my life I figure I should mention I have a condition irl that I'll just call "Kind Of A Big Deal". So "Kind Of A Big Deal" or KOABD tends to bug me a lot and can be pretty distracting (no worries I'm not in pain it's just something else). That being said it's still manageable with the right medication. However, Sometimes I forget to take said medication, due to many reasons that combine to create a weekly s**t-storm that runs through me... And THAT, dear viewer, is where our story begins!
This morning I woke up with KOABD bugging me so, as I tried to carry on with my day as per usual, I went downstairs and noticed my laptop was there from last night.
-I should explain-
I live with my family despite being 23 (for many reasons including cultural ones) and one of my family members wanted me to stay downstairs with them since they were afraid of being there alone at night. We'll call this person Marry.(yes they're a girl) Even though Marry is an adult, I could still understand being afraid since that night was Diwali (The Festival Of Lights) and there could have been dumbasses getting drunk off there minds and roaming the streets. With that in mind I decided to stay with her.
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So fast forward to today, I was too tired to move it back to my room so I decided to chill downstairs again. My KOABD (I'm kinda getting the hang of saying that) was still bugging me so I turned and told Marry who didn't hear me since she was far away. Remembering I have a laptop in front of me, I tried to distract myself with gaia since the servers were sort of working. Problem was: It wasn't quite doin it :/ ...
Next I noticed a friend of mine came online and was talking to me. We'll call this friend AnimeSchoolGirl to protect the innocent (yes she's also a girl). Me and AnimeSchoolGirl got to talking and mean while IRL Marry comes to me and asks if I called so I tell her what's been bothering me and she makes plans to go out for a walk after we did some house work together. Even tho I'm not interested I agree to go since I know she's not going to stop telling me to go so I decided to OR she'll say something like “You don't want to get better you just want to complain.” which is always great to hear. That being that, I told my friend I would brb and helped her out.
After I took care of that I came back to check on Anime and she had just gotten done saying that I'd been gone for a while and JUST as I was telling her I was going go to do something I heard Marry shout
“What are you doing still on your computer?!?!?!?!”
To which I respond with a look of confusion and shock and ask
“What happened?? What did I do???”
She just looks at me all angry and starts going off about how we were going to go out and I think to myself
“..........Really? THIS is what she's freaking out about?”
~One Fight Later...~
I explained to my friend who was now afk (so I was basically leaving a message) that I had to go and then went out. We ended up going to the local park and having me go for a walk while she waited in the car. I remember telling her before we left that I'm not doing this for myself. In fact I even said if she doesn't want to go we don't have to just to make sure she doesn't end up giving me the “I did all this for you and this is what I get?!?!?!?!” speach (Kind of obvious who she is but I still need to censor the name since I'd rather not share that info to certain people)
Then for the next 5 hours I just spent my time doing more chores, making food, eating said food, and watching youtube all while writing this mostly. (For those of you wondering that “KOABD” stuff was happening and distracting me this whole time.)<<<BUT It seems to have worn off a little and I think I'll have some fun on Gaia now to try and make what's left of the day better.
So yeah, that's a typical bad day for me. Not much happened (aside from the “KOABD” stuff which isn't so regular) but when I think about it I guess it could be a lot worse... I could always be a Gaia troll, following some random girls blog just to stalk and obsess over her!
 Empress Roop Platinum · Fri Nov 09, 2018 @ 07:16pm · 0 Comments |
