Well I woke up to a fight with a guy friend of mine, just cause I was allowing another guy to call and talk to me without him knowing. After 3 to 4 hours of fighting with him, that friendship soon closed. Meh. Then I left to go get dinner and go shoping for the party tomarrow with my parents.
Thanks to mom, now my ideas are shot for the party and Im being forced to do things her way, this means add even more stuff to the party that wasnt even planned for it. She keep wanting me to shoot down my idea for a lime shurbert punch, and do sodas. Im trying to cut myself away from carbination, and here she is placing it on me, well since I didnt do that her way. She badgered me the rest of the way to get stuff, I kept fighting with her. The party isnt for 50 people but for 20 max! What I got was a migrane headache and a high blood pressure. I didnt even get to go to my best friends graduation, which happens to be the person Im throwing the party for!! scream (ie bridal shower!) Seriously at times give me a gun and let me c**k it against my own head. I really thing the world would be happy when Im gone.
I get bitched at about my weight, my lack of finding a job, and lack of liscense. I seriously really hate my life. After going and trying not to talk since the headache was really bad, even felt like someone was shooting me in my head. I get in and mom has to tell me to add more stuff to the list. We already have:
Stuff for the lime surbert punch (been wanting to make it since my 17th b-day. >.> wink Chips and dip (not the kind I wanted) Plates, napkins, forks and spoons. Cheese and toothpicks. Stuff for moms meatballs. mints nuts veggie tray (that I have to pick up with grandma tomarrow @ noon) pickles
and I still have to get thanks to mom: olives triskets and another kind of cracker for the cheese. Which I was planning on putting on the toothpicks. >.>
*sigh* Everything I want I always get differently. To put more of an emphasis on it, I lost the guy that I was letting call me as well. Thanks world. You really know how to show me what you are.
Later sad
SaraWhiteWolf · Fri May 12, 2006 @ 03:34am · 0 Comments |