Came this far and know i feel the end... The end of everything that i stand for...
Why is it the stress that wants me more then anyone...
i need the light to show me the way back too what i need and to what i want
and what i currently have...
I feel that i losing certain ppl in my life to other ppl that ******** up what im suppose to have...
I cant deal with all that stress and bullshit and when i try to adapt to certain s**t the ******** surrounding tent to change...
like what the ******** is going on why the ******** can i just be happy why the ******** do i have to live in such a tragic place why cant the ppl i care about so there care and support to me...
I dont ******** b***h about stupid s**t or speak up on anyone but all of a ******** sudden im that ******** up person that everyone has grown to ******** hate.
this is nothing but bullshit i join this game in 08 from 08 until the end of 2011 thing was good but once that 2012 hit people started acting as if they were better then anyone when they really are not...
i've lost friends family member but yet thoughs that say they know me and they wouldnt leave my side lied...
they got up and ******** left... what a i left with... ill tell u im ******** left writing this ******** journal....
seem like ppl wanna come in an ******** everything up... trying to make me jealous and s**t... ppl dont want me to go back to my 09 days where i didnt give a flying ******** that old wes finna ******** snap....
 THE FL4SH · Sun Apr 15, 2012 @ 04:40am · 1 Comments |
