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I'm not sure where to begin. These last few weeks have been almost a blur. Everything seems to be going by so fast, and yet every day drags on, and it seems like years since I last saw him. I keep finding memories all over the place, from songs to pictures, and jokes that we shared pop up from strangers. Is it fate that we met, or some goddess's cruel whim that two people should be torn apart by something that won't be denied, yet won't live through a year. A twisted fantasy caught up between ones own will, but yet something inexplainable, Serendipity. Fate brought us together, and seems to bring our hearts closer, yet rumors and perverse gods rip us apart. Will our hearts be whole ever again, or shall they live empty to death? Dreams that have us floating as a cloud bring tears to my eyes and tears screams from my throat. Breath fills my body only to be taken out in that last gasp before I surrender to the daylight that awakes me. Each day seems to bring a distraction from your torture, yet I long for the torture that fulfills my every desire. How long will it be until I see you? I know not you true form anymore. Every night, a wisp of your soul visits me, yet I long to feel your lips against mine, you hands caressing mine. Twilight brings nightmares as it brings dreams. Am I dreaming again, or is it truly you? Will I be rescued, or ignored. After all this time, I look to you as a stranger even as I long for your embrace. I swear I saw you look at me, and yet... Perhaps this has all been a dream. The tears that streaked my face will dissapear, and I'll be in your arms again. Until then, Live on my dreams, my nightmares.... My solitude...
--So yeah. I started writing and kind of blanked out^_^ I think I should use that for something at somepoint. Maybe for English class, jsut to scare them! lol this has been an odd time for me. I got a job at Whitings, the food places at the boardwalk. I get switched around food stands a lot, which is kind of cool. it's a good job!
So I think that's what I'm doing for the rest of the summer! lol ah well.
That's about it^_- sorry if this has been short!
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I would like to show my support to VO. His father recently died of cancer, and in his honor we are holding daffodils. It's the cancer societys flower.  SHow your support!
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my new breedable. it's cute
 Bewitchedh · Mon Apr 10, 2006 @ 04:32am · 2 Comments |
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