I'm so scared. Terrified really. I don't want to lose everyone. Just because I can't get help.
I don't want to lose my mom. I don't want to lose my love. I don't want to lose my best friends. I don't want to lose my brother. I don't want to lose my sister.
I'm so sad. Melancholy really. I don't want this depression. Just because I can't get help.
I don't want to hurt anymore. I don't want to be in pain. I don't want to cry. I don't want to hurt others. I don't want to feel so alone.
I'm so lonely. Isolated really. I don't want to be so alone. Just because I can't get help.
I don't want to watch TV. I don't want to stay on the computer. I don't want to sleep all day. I don't want to eat all day. I don't want to be...
All of this will end with me...
BlackDarko · Tue Jan 24, 2012 @ 02:12am · 0 Comments |