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I have realized something after finishing Persona 3 again...
I have gone most of my life living in fear. The world has been frightening to me much of the time. Yes, there is of course duality in the world so there is much that is not frightening but the fear has been great and overwhelming. There have been many revelations within me throughout my life. Like the realization that nothing lasts. Everything will eventually change nothing is stagnant. The universe, that is to say everything, changes. I have also realized that the world is much larger than me. I knew for a long time that the world never would bend to my wishes, but, something hit me not long ago. Something seemingly elementary, that is everyone is like me and I am like everyone else. That is to say, we all have memories, goals, dreams, fears, fantasies. We all dream, eat, sleep, enjoy the splendor of life, and want to be happy at some point or another. We're all important in the grand scheme of things, and that's why the world doesn't bend to an individuals wishes, it is a beautiful function of the world; it's what makes it so large and magnificent. I also have realized many things about the world I do not understand. Physical and beyond, and the ties between the two. I have awoken to many things both beautiful and frightening, and it has brought realization of one of my greatest desires. There are many other things that have occurred to me, though, the things I have mentioned are what have been on my mind as of late.
I have realized that the world may be frightening and that there are monsters, and behind every monster is death. Death is at the end of it all, it is where all things will go to in the end and may very well be where all things come from. Death is necessary for life, the two one dependent on one another, neither one any more important than the other. Death can cause one to realize the splendor and brilliance of life, and often times will change a person drastically. It is idiocy for this one to deny his own fate, a fate that he himself and all things known and probably unknown to him have forged. This one could deny it, he could turn from it and walk down another road, a road that will not let him forget that had turned from his calling for an easier and safer life, and in the end there is still the seemingly absolute annihilation. In the end all things will die, change, it is the function of this world. What matters is how we lived, the content of our lives that actually matters. Yes, in the grand scheme of things even the unfulfilled may fulfill others, and that would be a function of theirs, however, just as death is important, so is life. Many see the world in many ways, and all should, it is the beauty of the world. The revelation i have come to is my own revelation and therefore mine to follow. Many may experience a revelation of equal form and then it too is theirs to pursue.
So yes, the world is scary, and filled with monsters, and behind every monster is death. Yet, that is another beauty and brilliance of the world and so I must strive through it and fulfill my wish.
EzraSilvreXIII · Sat Nov 12, 2011 @ 08:07pm · 0 Comments |
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