I know I'm not suppose to have emotion anymore... I told myself I wouldn't, but now... I just can't help it... I don't understand what it is about you that I like so much, but I do... maybe it's just because you have made me smile more than anyone else I know... maybe it's because you make me feel special... but then there's the times when I feel like I'm just your toy... I don't know what to make of these feelings, they're so confusing... and I don't want to get hurt again, though I know that's how it'll end... but I don't want it to... ughh... I feel like clawing my eyes out... the way you look at me makes me so weak, as if you take all my strength away with just your eyes... I wanna pull my heart out because either it's racing or breaking because of you...
...I honestly don't know what to do about any of this...
BlackDarko · Fri Sep 09, 2011 @ 01:35am · 1 Comments |