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*sighs*

I never said you shouldn't talk to me. I never said any of those things.

I don't feel like dealing with this depressing bullshit right now, can we please just take a break from it and just talk about things we like again??

I wanted to, but it just seemed like every time I tried to talk to you, you didn't want to talk to me.

That's fine. But I don't think I can take much more. I'm not a professional. I can't help you. Call one of those help lines and vent to them or whatever, because it's going to get to me, then I'll need to get help. And that's not fair to either of us.

I didn't even wanna talk about that, I just wanted to hear someone else talking to me instead of just me. I'm sure you can understand that talking to me all the time is annoying and it's tiring.

It's not annoying, talking to anyone about the same things is tiring. But since we're always talking about heavy s**t, you have to understand that it's really hard on me. I just want to go back to talking about Nine Inch Nails and movies and stuff like that again... I don't mind talking to you, but that's all I can do. And sooner or later, I won't be able to take it anymore, I'll end up ruining the friendship. I just want to go back to normal before s**t happens.

I'm sorry I'm not good for people's mental health :c I don't mean to be so depressing all the time, I guess it's just how I am most of the time, but I want you to know that I'm really trying to be happy...

I know you are. But we should just try to focus on talking about things we like for now, okay?