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Yeah since one of my friends on gaia said he was bi, freaky and truthful things spilled out throught january, february, and march. Those were like the "months of confessing love". I said to one of my friends, whom i used to have a crush on, i liked him. Well as time went by he wasn't on very much and yes i do miss him. Wat else happened was my friendship/relationship with one of my closest friends, who is a girl, grew much stronger, as in love. (yes that would make me bi since im a girl as well) Well wat endes up happening today was that my bff Pink (im using their sailor names instead) got all mad at me. She was upset and angry cuz me and fire seem so perfect, for example we both luv drawing anime, know alot 'bout vocaloid and alot of other japanese things while all she knows about it is squat. Pink feels left out, alone, sad. Her frown was scary and it almost made me cry, Pink wasn't the kinda girl who should frown. Well here is another "Sailor Silver heals the sad hearts with her pureheart of gold" moment. I asked, "Pink, why u looking sad all of a sudden?"
pink responded, "U and victoria have many things in common to do while i know only 2 words in jap. I feel left out, why do u keep leaving me out?! plus u both draw amazing anime while i can barely draw them!"

"Pink, its just not like u to be upset, im really sorry if we left u out" i start to get hyper and smile, " Stoooooop lookin so~ upset, ur gonna make me cry Wahhhhh, heheheh, Pink smile like u always do, and ill try my best to make u not feel left out ^w^"

Pink laughed and everything was bak to normal.


Now lets talk about wat happened before school started.

I woke up in the morning around 6. Kitsune Jimmy was on and said hi to me on my Lin Hyrulia account. During the time many things were flowing around. I was thinking about wat i told Fire. I kept this a secret for a long time, i thought it was about time to tell her before my chance is gone. I told fire that i didn't like her (in bi way) that i fell for her, i fell in love with her. It was a total load off. I was glad i told her. Many thoughts about wat might've happen tht day. I had a really bad urge to kiss her, and maaaaaan was it a really bad urge. I wasted too much time and ended up running up and down two streets to get to her house.

Right before i reached her house i tripped and almost fell right into the sidewalk. Then i went by the stone steps of her house and sat on the ground and curled up my legs. I took my phone out and txted her to let her know i was there. Apperently she lost her phone and i waited there for 5 minutes. I couldn't stay curled up cuz i didnt like sitting around. My hands and back were a lil sweaty. I went to sit on the wall and Fire came out and she never knew i was there and screamed a greeting i think. Well wateva she said it scared the crap out of me and i almost fell yet again. XD i was happy to see her, after leaving me alone on that bus two afternoons in a row n now 3 i obviously missed her. She was in the 6th grade and i was in the 7th. That meant i dont get to see her in class much, only on the bus and when i walk down to her house.
Fire sat next to me which made me kinda nervous. She was freezing, her hand were freaking cold. She got closer when i said my a** was freezing XD Wat?! the stone was cold since it was outside in the cold lonely night. I never knew but she atempted to kiss me! If i knew tht i would've let her since i had an urge to kiss her too. T.T too bad though. Maybe ill get one tomorrow since ik gonna give her a suprise visit tomorrow hehehe ^w^

0.0 wow did u see all this i wrote down! My life should totally be a movie or atleast a book. Ohhhh ill write it!!!!