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	My life and how I've survived Well, I guess this will be about just about anything that happens in my life. Not much to write but sooo much drama that it would be a great soap opera haha

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Um... I'm not really sure. I'm so lost inside this world. The cold is killing me as I shiver and shake. Trying to brush off all the pain everyone has brought to me. I can't stand to look into the mirror and see all the pain and sorrow I try to hide that shows in my eyes. I try not to let the silence approach me in fear the voices in my head will explode with words that send agony soaring through me. I want to be strong. To not cry because of all the pain that everyone I trusted caused me. I want so bad to break. And finally break this shell and show everyone I'm not strong enough to handle everything they throw at me. Why can't they just see I want to be alone. Why can't they see I just want to be me. Though anymore, I'm not even sure who I am anymore. I've done so much changing just to be perfect for everyone. I can't keep going on like this. So today, I'm changing. I'm going to stop the tears and end the pain. And if people can't accept that, they can leave my life for good. Dino_lover_RAWR · Thu Aug 12, 2010 @ 10:45pm · 0 Comments


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