Deeper and deeper I am falling..
Into this world of darkness..
Of shadows...
Of nightmares..
I do not want to be here..
I do not want to be free..
I don't know what I want..
Do I want to be loved.. Do I want to be in love?
Do I want to feel?
Do I want attendtion..
Or Do I want to hide?
Do I want to dig my grave
Deeper than it already is?
Do I want to die a lonely death..
Or do I want to be loved..
By some one that actually knows..
That actually cares...
Why?
Why can't I be loved?
Why can't I feel?
What do I want?
Is it something out there?
Or something in here?
I do not understand life any more..
I used to be full of answers..
Helping friends with problems..
But now.. I am once more alone..
I do not have a life?
Do I?
Or is it just barried underneath
All the snow and ice?
 Neduls · Sat Nov 27, 2004 @ 12:49am · 0 Comments |
