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I might as well be serenity now. Kayla doesent listen. Havent been on since valentines day. Those scars are barely visable. But i want em to be. No. The vacation. I dont wanna hurt her no matter how much i hurt myself but i 'cut cuzuh how i hurt her anyways without that. She knows about Kayla and she doesent any the behaviour to influence me. She doesent know i was cutting before i knew she existed. Kayla doesent listen about kat. Thurs i got pocky instead of cake. Saturday is last bow. Monday im fifteen.
The 24th i leavefor turkiye with mother. Its ganna be hard to be with her for so long. Im ganna break, i know it.
Its too bad im not what she wants. Its what she shaped but i warped myself turning her perfect kid into ******** freak. Oh. By the way mother.
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Is that too much cussing for you? I candrink more of your wine to loosen up my tongue and anger for you, is that okay? I hope so. Cuz its TOO ******** LATE