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I know what you say about me, Stop denying it. We ued to be lattached at the hip, we would go everywhere together. Summer of 2008 was our summer. It was you and I, everyday. And during school year, every weekend "I'mn going over to her house!" And my mom would allow it. Remember us at4 AM? Death Note was on, and we started throwing that ******** gum at the TV, you wanted to hit Light, I wantred to hit Near. YTours stuck, miune never did. I remember when you hated Jess, and I was happy, because it boosted me, getting me higher on your scale of best friends. I pratically lived for you. You were a year wasted. You couldn't just call us by our names, you would have to call us _ && Amanda" or "Amanda && _" Attached at he hip, quite literally. I remember going to church with you, just so we could hang out afer. I wore my terrorist outfit Bu bloody tie, red pants, vest with bombs. Perfect or a Catholic church. I changed my whole personality for you. I wasn't down to earth anymore. I still am not. But instead of changing for you, there are bvetter people to change for. I rememberr when you got your laptop. You loved it more than your father, remember? And I named it for you. Veronica. I still know your home phone my heart, but luckily I have forgotten your cell phone. In my mind, o0ur days were the dark ages. Now I'mstronger, and I stand up for myself. I don't need someonbe like you to protect me. The worst of it all? The worst of it all is that yuou denied it all aliong. My own ******** sister heard you say it, and you still denied it. No, I am noty ******** jealous of Katelin. So just stop. I am not a ******** cry baby, I am not overly loud, I am not weird, I am not fake. I am Amanda ******** Jesus So shove it, b***h.
AmandaaaMariie · Sun Mar 14, 2010 @ 05:02pm · 0 Comments |
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