I am nothing.. I can't be anything any more.. I am a worthless little brat that has not higher purpose.. hell.. I do not have a purpose at all.. I feel like such a jerk, pushing others away.. but it's the only thing I can do.. or else they will hurt me.. and I do not wish to be hurt.. I do not wish to be near anything.. happy.. I do not deserve to be happy, or sad.. I don't deserve to feel pain.. I am nothing.. nothing but a shadow.. that is what I am.. that is what I shall be cursed to be.. I shall live my life alone as an old hag, far away from other beings, and when I shall die.. no one shall know..
 Neduls · Wed Nov 24, 2004 @ 08:36pm · 0 Comments |
