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Faster than Love
Friendship comes so much faster than love. And at first, i thought it was just some kind of sickening thing. I mean, i used to think that having a friend is so that we can have fun and just lose ourselves.. just that and that alone.

But now, i know what it really means. it hurts so much that i actually felt suicidal once. I mean.. I almost really killed myself. thinking of how it would feel if I stabbed my heart straight in a second, and I'd die. I couldn't even have enough time to think about the boy I like or "love" for that matter.

Now, i just know that i will believe what's in my mind. I've got back on my feet again. i won't allow others to manipulate the thoughts of my heart anymore. feel free to attack me, I won't fall into any trap so easily anymore.

--Rachel Tan

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  • User Comments: [1]
    x-Small Lady Serenity-x
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    Sun Dec 20, 2009 @ 07:54am


    I know how you feel.
    It hurts to feel that way.
    Sometimes I feel like why should I even be here?
    But then again I have friends and family who care for me even if they dont show it much, yet if they truly didnt love then they wouldnt have provided you a shelter or food. They would have killed you. So I guess what Im trying to say is that people think they are lonely or have nothing to live for because of love but what they dont realize is that they do. They just got to see for themselves.


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