8/23/05

Leave me to Myself


Leave me to myself.
I’m meant to be alone.
This world has cursed me of unhappiness.
I fell into darkness...
There is no light here.
Leave me be,
to weep these years away.
How could you want me?
I gave up so long ago.
I was not meant to love.
Please do not try to love me.
It will only bring sadness in your life.
Abandon your thoughts before its too late.
I will only drag you down,
Into my world of eternal darkness.
There is no light there,
You will not like it.
So please don’t follow me.
You will not return from this.
Leave me to myself
I’m meant to be alone.
Please don’t try to change my thoughts on this.
I’ve thought it through for many years,
and nothing has changed.
Leave me to weep these years away.
How could you want me?
I gave up so long ago.