Hey everyone, Angel here. I decided to write in my Journal about something thats been on my mind.. and that's my life. Lately this month has been crazy for me, from Having surgery to break ups to just how I am now. I was told a month ago my appendix swelled up and could have burst causing me major pain, but it didn't. A month now and I had A rare occasion of a surgery, my intestines didn't heal right causing my intestines to start twisting together. I was told it could have ruptured having a hole open in my intestines and end really bad, but it didn't. Two incidents, two almost death situations, and here I am today.
Before all of this, I had a attitude change. I got tired of dealing with peoples drama and other problems that I decided not to care anymore, only to care when I needed to. That I had become less caring, more attitude, snapping at the people who loved me and cared for me. I was finally told by my mother that I changed alot then confirmed by my gf, who was my ex at that time, that It was true. I became so stupid and less caring that I was hurting her.. and did things I usually would never do.
Right now I'm willing to change I want to change and will keep trying. I was told by her that I have changed some bad but mostly good, I glad to hear that. Heh I was in slight tears from what else she told me. Today I want to keep caring more, Become a greater friend and a wonderful boyfriend to her. She Loves me and I am falling in love with her, finally seeing whats in front of me again. I love her, I care for her, I will die for her. Even if we weren't dating I still missed her, wanted her. And I have her again. I might be foolish talk but I don't care as long as shes with me. May God bless my relationship with her and let it grow into something huge. Thanks to God for keeping me alive, and this is my story so far on my life[
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