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Look, no sence in you jumping on me when I'm trying to be nice to you. Whats the point? You dont like me yet at one point I was on your friends list. You look at me and already think I have a big ego when I dont. You say you have others that feel the same as you do, I know that already, stop being such a broken record. I have changed and your just going to have to deal with that, I'm not a newbie any more, granted I might be younger then you in time spent on gaia.
Your probably still mad that I'm a helper and your not, but I was chosen for a reason. As terradi as said before "the ones that dont get chosen probably don't deserve it in the first place". I might say its hard where as you see it will be easy, its not a previllage, there is no glory in it. Just cause all of a sudden a little newbie gets picked over someone thats been on over a year, no need to jump on the one that gets chosen and for some reason you hate their guts. Just all of sudden you want to rush to act cool and being a helper is suddenly the "in" thing. We get hate mail as well as thank you mail, I'm still teaching newbies just the same as you are and always have been.
I have always enjoyed helping newbies learn about gaia, even if that means you have to get down right mean with a few of them. At least I make sure to keep my tounge in check even under the pressure. I might chat in threads a lot, but I'm still able to move more then 40 threads a day. Im still going to be me, granted I know a few hate me for that, but they are just going to have to deal with it. I won't bend when I feel I have to, you wont pressure me to step down from doing a job I love. I'm not going to change who I am, just my ways a bit thats all. I don't fit in, I stand out, thats what I'm good at and thats what I'm going to continue to do. I wont suck up to anyone, but try to understand is different then flat out hating them.
Understanding goes a long way, when you aren't narrow-minded and hell bent on hating someone that you dont know at all. Im here to have fun, and enjoy gaia, just the same as you. So how does the fact of my status have any thing to do with it when you wont even understand the person behind it. Im under the same rules as you, I'm still vonerable to a mistake, congrads Im human. Sure I have emotions, but I'm more then just a machine, I'm controling them better then what I have been able to achive. Its all part of change and you can't just relay on the past to judge someone, when what they becoming is different then their past. Another fact in your mistake, helpers cant delete we can only move.
http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=10654129&page=425#610930663 ]http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=10654129&page=429
SaraWhiteWolf · Fri Dec 30, 2005 @ 05:02am · 0 Comments |
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