"I miss him so much... it's killing me inside. I don't want to go back to that dark place. I want to stay here, in the present. But can I now that I don't know if he still wants to be with me anymore....
I miss him. I want him back."
That seems like yesterday, now that it truly has happened and it seems that he doesn't want me anymore. She should have never come here. She ruined every chance for me to be happy... to finally be happy. I blame him for giving into her, but I still love him, which is why I'm worried about him.
I do miss him, and I do want him back... but I still deserve an apology.
Aidryanna · Sat Jul 04, 2009 @ 05:14am · 0 Comments |