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	mY FaTE CallS
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Mood ~Still the same calm cynicism with a hint of whistfullness~
Music ~Peter Gabriel-Loved to be loved~

The earth and fire are warring within me. One wants one thing and the other wants something completely different...but neither can have both. Its one or the other. And this isn't something that is something to take lightly. What am I going to do? Ride out the tempest until I can see what path I need. But nothing makes me happy....and I wonder...Is there really a sun?

I'm in a mood that makes it look as though I want no one around me and I want nothing to do with anyone...but inside its the opposite. Can there ever be someone to see me as I am?

I need something to dedicate my life to, as pathetic as that sounds. I need something to consume me in its workings. Something to take my mind off of everything. I just need...SOMETHING...I don't care what particularly...So far I've gotten away with having books consume me but they can only last so long. My dreams are making me a slight bit uncomfortable and about now I would like to strangle my subconcious given the chance. The books I read are not helping either...but I cannot think of a book that wouldn't...not even the dictionary....O god I'm pathetic..............Would anybody be willing to just kill me now? Raziel?

· Sat Nov 20, 2004 @ 12:22am · 8 Comments


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	Actually, I am planning on helping you right now. ninja You shall be a part of my fantastic, WONDERFUL, CREATION! But I ain't gonna kill ya. Offline Viirage · Community Member · Sat Nov 20, 2004 @ 06:49am


	Thats fantastic that you are going to help me by tieing me up in one of your fantastic ( or should I say Razielistic wink xd ) plots but.................CURSE YOU!! For once I ask you to kill me and you wont do it!!! scream stressed crying Offline · Community Member · Sat Nov 20, 2004 @ 08:12pm


	Indeed, the plot and characters will be heavily "Razielistic", however, there will be some "Kainostic" ones as well. And various other characters. I'll occupy your mind, all right. 'Coz we're going to undergo a great ordeal of creativity and you're going to pound some mythology in my head. And since you're a great artist, it might help also. ninja The cool part about the whole thing is, you can even make your own character in the plot too! And, no, I shall not kill you. I need you....alive. ninja Offline Viirage · Community Member · Sun Nov 21, 2004 @ 12:56am


	That sounds all well and good but I doubt it can consume me as much as I have need of....Unless I can sumplement it with occasional books and other such things...then I might get the affect desired domokun Well...I guess you have a deal there, Lt. Enlighten me further as to how I tie into this! Give me a project...NOW!!! 3nodding Damn you....the time I choose to die and you need me alive...you planned this didfn't you! 0_o Offline · Community Member · Sun Nov 21, 2004 @ 04:35am


	"Damn you....the time I choose to die and you need me alive...you planned this didfn't you! 0_o" Don't blame me, blame that Elder God. xd Well, right now, we, as a team of thinkers, are trying to technically understand the scientific background of how this story is going to work. It's quite obvious that the hard theory we're trying to tackle is parallel universes, or alternate universes. Or realities. Whichever you choose. Offline Viirage · Community Member · Sun Nov 21, 2004 @ 09:32pm


	Well he's always so easy to fall back on if you need someone to take the blame... rolleyes Yes which is precisly why I want/need to put on paper so I can work out my thoughts domokun Though it is one of the hardest subjects considering its all based on opinion....but so is everything else twisted Offline · Community Member · Mon Nov 22, 2004 @ 04:27am


	You wanted distraction. I gave you distraction. ninja Offline Viirage · Community Member · Sat Nov 27, 2004 @ 07:25am


	And so you did! 3nodding Offline · Community Member · Mon Nov 29, 2004 @ 04:22am

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