|
Stepping onto a new planet, and I can't breathe the oxygen!! |
|
|
|
|
|
|
*Clears throat* Does anyone think that relationships are very time consuming? Well, I think they eat up brain cells. I mean, I was pretty sure my brain was fully functional last Monday, the week went by and by Monday again, I poke it and it starts talking to me. Laughing at me, telling me things I don't understand so then I end up running around in circles and slamming into a wall (sound familiar?) Aside from all that, lets get onto the general topic of this entry.
*Looks around*. So, let me give you a basic outline. I'm 18, okay? Never had a boyfriend. I was kind of, kept out of the loop in secondary school, I mean, come on. In year six, I couldn't understand the term "going out". I was confused about where they're actually going. I've never really had feelings for another person mostly because I didn't have time (or so I think). That and the fact, my parents are very, very, overprotective so I was kept sheltered from all those sorts of things. I wasn't that popular in secondary school and hung around with the year tens when I was in year twelve, cause lets face it, they're way cooler! mrgreen
So, cutting to the point of my long story, the other day, I had my first kiss. It was everything I could have hoped for it to be. Not that I had any idea of what a first kiss would be like aside from what I've written about in the books I hope to one day get published (then star as the main character in all the film versions).
What I'm trying to say is, people, don't rush your lives. You'll appreciate everything more if it comes when you're ready and when you're able to handle it better. Maturity has a big part to play in this and although I love having fun and being silly sometimes, I do know how to rein myself in and appreciate everything around me.
The things that come first, like a first kiss, are the things you'll always remember and when they repeat in your mind when you're trying to sleep late at night, you feel warm and you smile to yourself.
Whom I'm referring to, no names people, but we're not 'going out'. As yet. He's going away for two weeks and we came to a mutual agreement that a long-distance relationship isn't the best thing to have cause they don't really work out, but when he gets back, that's another story. So there is a possibility there. A very good one and now I can't wait for January to hit (forget Christmas! Although I love Christmas dinner because turkey with warm gravy and cranberry sauce is just the best!).
But I promise to keep you updated.
Remember, take everything in your stride and don't rush ahead your life because when you look back. You may regret it.
*So I look around this strange new planet and take off my helmet* This is the kind of oxygen I don't mind breathing.
Andali
 Andali · Mon Nov 28, 2005 @ 06:03am · 6 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
