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I Want to Change

Why do I have to be like this?
Why do I always hurt the people that care about me most?
I try to explain the way I feel but it never comes right.
Maybe my life is ment to be one big risk.

Everything I do is wrong.
Everything I touch I destory.
Its like a never ending story.
I try to change it but its unchangable.
Sorry sometimes I can barly remember our song.
Why do I have to be like this?

People say that I am always either depressed or sad.
I hate my past.
Everything was horrible and went by slow. Why couldn't it go by fast?
God it makes me so mad.
Why do I have to be like this?

For some reason I'm always depressed, sad, or mad.
Everything I touch I destory.
Its like an unchangable story.
Everything around me is one big risk.
Why I have to be like this?
Why?