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well my moms checked in to a drug rehab nowtill shes past her drinking and suiside thoughts its just me and my brother thats always a fun time the thick tart dosnt even want to see whats realy going on and just blows every thing i say away like its nothing at all its so infeurateing im sick of him im sick of him hurting me all the time im sick of him not doing anything around the house just leting me deal with mom when shes drunk me haveing to yell at him to do any of his chores and have him still not do them i just want it all to end i dont want to have to be the keystone for every thing in my family then have to hide how much pain im in at school i have had test out the a** all this weak and an APA paper that will be dew befor winter brake i just want to go away and not think about any thing i just want ever thing to disapear and not be