So, I was like "Gee, what does it feel to live on the streets?"
So I did.
And it was good.
Living in the street is though, and it's not something I'm very good at, or as good as anybody can be anyway. I learned a lot. I missed being online the most.
I realized, I truly am unfit to live in the "real world", because I don't think that people IRL are strong enough to do the things they consider are the right thing.
I wasn't either.
I feel I am stronger now.
So, I don't know if I'll be "non-homeless", but at least for the next couple of days I'll live in a normal house. My aunt's.
Family life is very strange for me.
I truly liked living in the street, made me feel alive.
And God has been searching for me, but I don't think that we're ready to accept god. Because, in the end, god is in the TV. And in the microwave.
And, as we see it, god literally is everything. But we still consider ourselves agnostic. So. Life's been good to me, even though it's been harsh.
Some wise dude once said, "If a snake bites you, thank it."
So, thank you life, for sucking so much.
 Zadkiel · Tue Nov 25, 2008 @ 10:56am · 0 Comments |
