Hatred. Loathe. Despise. Scorn. Prejudice.
.....
my life is really unfair. sometimes, (actually always) when so miserable, i feel like.....the worst person ever. i want to die. no. dying is too much. dying is terrible. i wanted that i never existed here.
i dont know if i should be feeling this way or not. i dont want to talk about it. i dont want to hear about it. but im still thinking about it! it has been always like this. i always feel like this every time i saw the face or just heard something about it. its bugging me.
i dont know what is happening to me recently or even this day! im always like this. sometimes, im wondering if i am still me, if im still myself. its confusing. its stressing. its pressuring. what is wrong with me, anyway? why am i like this?
i hated myself ever since i was born here. i hate me being a piss off. i hate me being a hot-tempered person. i hate me being someone who isn't. i hate all about me!
 -Gullible GingerBread- · Fri Nov 21, 2008 @ 12:03am · 1 Comments |
