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. . . quit staring at me . . .

	Coming to an interesting conclusion
	Coming to an interesting conclusion


I realized something. I've been clinging to the past, because memories were a place where no one could hurt me. My senior year, all that good stuff. Back when I thought having a boyfriend and having the friends I did were all that mattered. But now, I think i've come to a conclusion. My senior year was fantabulous, don't get me wrong, but . . . it was last year. Clinging to it isn't going to make the now-me feel better. So I don't have a boyfriend. It's the twenty first century, I don't NEED a man to be happy. So my old 'highschool friends' don't talk to me anymore. It's because I succeeded. I'm leaving. I've become something, so soon, while they still struggle. This is another one of those painful 'ma was right' deals. Mother always said they were nothing but trouble. Well, maybe they're not trouble, but they aren't me. I've always seen life like a puzzle. I'm that one puzzle piece at the bottom of the box that doesn't quite fit. An extra piece. A different piece. Most people disregard that piece and throw it away. You can do that to me, I suppose, but I will continue to live on. I mean . . . I've moved out of my parents house and into an apartment (a nice one!) in the city. I live within my means and I live pretty darn good! I'm in an exclusive school (St. John's School of Respiratory Care, only 8 a year please) and I'm succeeding. I can make new friends. Real friends. Remember when I said, end of a chapter? Before you put down my book, maybe you should check the table of contents one more time. Because, if you do, you'll see a single line. Continued In Book 2. I'd like to thank all those people who helped me. TakuniChan, YunMei, Skykece, iDuckie, and Zweihander. Love Sara Blakaize · Thu Oct 30, 2008 @ 04:42am · 3 Comments


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iDuckie
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Thu Oct 30, 2008 @ 04:56am

*huggles* blaugh heart 3nodding I'm glad i could help heart I luffles joo

TakuniChan
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Fri Oct 31, 2008 @ 02:13am

*Claps* And we begin the new life as...DUN DUN DA DAAA!!! A responsible adult! And I think you're doing quite good at it! Just don't forget to have fun once in a while, you know?
Remember; you can still be a kid at heart.

Beauba Fettt
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Mon Nov 03, 2008 @ 06:17am

heh, after reading your last journal entry i was about to type some overly sappy supportive/concerned PM razz Anywho, good to see you still have your knack for bouncing back. Tis something you never want to lose. But aye, best of luck and I hope things contine to go well for ya ;D

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