my life is changing...i am no longer the sweet little girl my father wants me to be...i've grown into a strong young woman. im having nightmares at night....forbiden love...i cry myself to sleep...i dont want to be here...not now. praying dosent work...not anymore...i used to trust my God with all my heart...now i dont know who to trust. im dying inside...no way outta this doom He has planned. giving up every last strand of sanity. ull be okay i allways hear. nevermore my dear. for my time must be near. dull to the bone... i barely sleep at night. it allways has to be a fight... inside of me. rescue me from everything, as i slowly dissapear. long gone is my soul... nevermore...YOU HEAR?
Vampire Ena · Mon Oct 27, 2008 @ 06:58pm · 1 Comments |