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I have a Question. Say there is this person you like but you dont feel good enough to be with them.....or even try to get there attention with your meger attempts to seem appealing. Tough right. Alot pf people say that im pretty and funny and nice and genuin and relyable and blah blah blah blah, but i still fell like im just wasted space, or a dog that has outlived its usefulness and must be put down because its life is just a nusence to the people who once loved the poor animal. Steffy, one of my....scratch that... my oldest friend ever and my most honast and trustworthy one has been battle with my insecrurities for aslong as i can remember...and yet my mind and my heart tell me that i should just stop trying and deal with dying alone ( sick right, trust me im being a tad melodramatic but you get the f***ing point okk) Anywho the only time i feel beaitiful or loved or wanted/needed or even worth something is when i dance. OOOHHHH the feeling of teh stage under your feet and the lights on your face and the eyes gaping at the presence that you give is something better then the best high a drug can give. You can be whoever you want and whatever you feel can be drawn out for the world to see. Its liek having thereipy without saying a word. But it never last and when i confront someone so intriging my insinds just cave and my outside shell is the only thing that makes me seem passabel and unbeliveably crazy. But back to the main point here.....i want the honast to god truth from anyone who reads this......wht do you see in me thats so..... as steffy would say likeable...and for teh people who know.....what are my best qualities taht make you wnat to stay with me through my mood swings to my highlights of teh day. I want to understand.