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Every life has its ups and downs.....and people react differently to the things that they feel are big or small. Im heading into a new chapter into my life....and i try to see that soon i will be out in the world without the protection of my family to help me and care for me. I realize now that school is only a small flash of my life and soon i will take the eduacation and use it to my denifit and try to survive in a cracked and torn world. It will never be easy...and no one said it would be, but i will not dwell in the bad, and i will make sure to spend every day like the last and say all things things i should say, and do all the things i should do, and i will make this world and brighter one.

I have onlt one regret...and i hope that the person i want to reach out to reads this. This regret is that i let you fall to pieces and i am to blame, but i could no long continue with the gilt i felt when i talked to you...knowing i could never return the filings you had for me. As so i had to do what i did even though i said it in the most painful way, it was a clean break and i made sure that you would have no reason to come back to me...or think about me... or long for me anymore. I hope i did achive the clean break... and i hope you can forgive me for what i said but understand that this is.. or was the end. I cant dwell in someone life anymore. I is to much repsonsiblility for me to continue holding you up when i am as weak as you. Please understand that us meeting was a mistake and that your must think of me as a mistake.....something that should have never entered your world and something you must block out of your memory. Please respect this wish.


~Love is something that is charished but can be destryed. It is never definite and can crumble away at your feet. True love is the love that will stay with you for a lifetime or more. But true love is rare and seems to depleate as we keep existing.~


Danielle