I'm so BLEH lately. I'm tired and depressed, I don't want to talk to anyone and when people ask me questions I do my best to avoid them. I'm fatigued and sick of my sister's drama and bullshit already. I'm already stressed out about school and I'm so afraid of falling behind that I freak out about missing anything but in class I just stare into space or at my papers absentmindedly and glance at the clock. I can't stand people talking loudly and I snap at them when they do. At school I act happy and upbeat but I'm really just so down and in the dark. I feel so bad about acting like this towards my friend but there's no one that I feel like I can talk to anymore. I know it's my fault too.
Organic Paranoia · Fri Aug 22, 2008 @ 02:03am · 1 Comments |